I'm home!

-Back at home.  I was so grateful to get here and see family once again.  The transition has been challenging at times, especially for Kathy trying to deal with the medical establishment.  Lots of waiting, lots of frustration when they don't follow through with what they tell us they will do.  Monday I saw the gastro doctor.  My instructions when I left Mexico were to get my pain under control so I could  start eating better.  He put me on oxycodone, which seems to have many potential side effects.  I have been taking hydrocodone instead, and only half a pill when possible.  It does help me sleep better at night, which I desperately need to start doing.  He also told me I should try to wait a week in between getting fluid drained from my abdomen.  I had been drained on Friday before flying home, and this was Monday.  I decided I could wait until Tuesday.  Bad decision.  Monday afternoon I got sick again because the contents in my stomach had nowhere to move.  So Tuesday, after waiting in the hospital from 1:30-4:50 they did the 20 minute procedure and drained another 3.4 liters.  This same process in Mexico took an hour instead of 4 hours.  We got home tired but I felt better.  Today the only reason I need to go out is to get an acupuncture treatment, which I look forward to.  My neighbor has a connection from a medical marijuana grower and said she would bring me some to try.  I would much prefer this to the pain pills, especially during the day.  I hope to make a tea, as I don't want to smoke it.  Any suggestions from fellow users are appreciated.

 I continue to feel weak, and my weight is near 150 lbs.  I hope to start eating more and drinking more juices as I get the pain under control.  Kathy took leave the last 3 days and will be home with me for awhile.  She also has leave for the month of January if needed.  This is so hard on her to watch me so weak without making progress.  But I remain positive and optimistic that I (we) can do this!  My sights are still the same, my spirit is unbroken.  The Mexico doctor said this could turn around soon, or it could take several weeks.  Eating is a key ingredient in my recovery.

We've been getting surprises left--food, cards, treats, good wishes.  Thanks for your continued outpouring of love and support.